staying focused

you have to watch this video, she's brilliant.

woke up feeling rather confused - hardly a surprise, considering last night... which was a blast by the way, despite the obvious ramifications...

well... it's all clear to me now - as long as i stay focused, it doesn't matter what i do. i won't go wrong with 2009 in mind. i simply won't allow it... 2009 is too important to me. trust me, i have never been this passionate about something my entire life. i even have it down to days - exactly 351 days till 1 march 2009. an obsession? that's one way of putting it.

and i've digressed... sorry, i can't help myself when i'm talking about 2009 - it brings about too many emotions. i swear, for the first time in my life, i think i might stay up for the countdown... i'd probably shed a tear or two too... heck, i'd most definitely break down into happy tears...

meanwhile! a completely apt matchbox twenty video to tide you (or rather, me) over these hard times that is 2008.